you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
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9:46 PM
yo come back to post ler hehhehs^^
so manyy things have happened... ppl so bitchyy..
haix.. she think she could take over th whole npcc as npcc chair man but i thin k i will just see th npcc in smb sec collapes in a few years time.
hahas hmmm whats should i post? idk sia.
seems lyk nothing to post cuz nothing much happen so,
gtg hehhehs ^^ byeeee~!
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Monday, February 28, 2011
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5:16 AM
Hello peeps back posting tis blog cuz it looks dead._.
schools nowadays quite boring but it never keep mii from not coming to school as i wanna study.
you might be thinking wye suddenly i study ler hahas cuz got nothing to do ler maXD
so tis few days i have been listening to math teacher for wad she have teach i have finally understand:D
sian loh my dear dear sick ler
heart break uh:(
i wan him get well soon uh...
tommor there will be shooting hope that i will get a badge n shoot correctly._.
my aiming always pajiao de loh...
hais... so wish my dear get well soon &&&&&& i'm going to rest ler hahas early yeah?
cuz noone to text...
hahas NITES everyone:D
for someday, you would know.
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Friday, February 4, 2011
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2:01 AM
hello i'm back to post somethings as i'm bored..
gan kor finally came back from malaysia ler so got ppl to text mii liao apparently he is slpin now so i shall not disturb him.
th day when th lunar new year, daddi drove mii to buy tortise again thnn go grandparents house to pick thm up to our house.
cool isnt it?
so when at home, i helped mamii to prepare th dinner while my gandparents and other family members watched tv.
after dinner, i bring my grandfather to th toilet while i wait outside cuz my grandfather cant walk too much....
so after th dinner, i help mamii to washed th dishes so that she could go n get some rest n i bet she is tired..
hmmm th next day, around 3 plus am woke up by my grandfathers coughing sound n helped him to th toilet again n waited outside.
after that, chatt with grandmother till 8plus to do housework n grandma has to take her medicine.
around in th afternoon, gugu, gu zhang they all come to my house to bainian my old neighbour also hahas...
so i got total of 7 ang paos that day
wad about today?
today got two ang paos from my daddi's fwen why so little ah?
because i today never go anyones house to bai nian hahas..
hmm ... thats all ba... bye bye....
some memories are hard to erase..
but you are ther trying to erase all form mii...
wye?...
if you think by not replying my message would help,
i guess you are wrong it onli makes mii wanna let th memories be ther...
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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1:18 AM
hello back posting as ther is nothing for mii to do at home except for homework hahas..
today text onli kelvin kor cuz if i text "other" ppl, they might not reply... __
but i now dun care tat much le... because study comes first...
ive decided to put everything away n start on my study to get beta...:)
i wouldnt be lyk wad my gans told mii to give up on th whole forest just because of one tree...
hahas so im gonna carry on with my living...
but life just get suck up by homewor cuz its too difficlut...:(
hais so, sunday gonna have a party at home...
hopefully can take some pictures to post on facebook n bloggi^^
hahas... hmmm tats all ba gtg le cuz going to look at my tortise:)
GUYS JUST LOVES TO LIE,
BUT GALS JUST GET A HEART BREAKING....
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
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4:53 AM
hello...
i'm back to post things hahas...
so bored de loh...
in skul today tio scolding from mdm yeo...
nvm... lol i alrd dun feel anything when ppl scold so i heck care:)
hahas after every lesson, all th gals stay back to listen to mdm yeo talk rubbish x.x
thn next go change ler thnn go npcc i didnt knw i was so bonded to npcc untill i shout till no voice><
hais... everyone tell mii let go...
but how can i?... its not lyk a peice of paper just crush n throw away jiu hao le...
i'm trying my best wye cant everyone see...
if he thinks avoiding mii will work everything out, i think he is wrong....
by avoiding mii, i will more dun give up...
cuz if ppl who might know mii will knw that im a gal who dun give up ppl easily...
i might be trying to forget n move on but it doent mean im not waiting...
im just still waiting of miricle to happen...
it just dun seem to appear...
i cant make it happen but at least i could wait n dream...
so tats about it ba...
bye.....
you are my past ; now, im my everything
Saturday, January 22, 2011
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8:38 PM
hello...
came to update again seen ther is nothing to do..
ltr going do housework again><
hmmmm nth le la bye lol.
you are my past ; now, im my everything
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1:47 AM
爱，是简单的快乐。 就算在苦，也是值得的。
你要我放气你，我试了但是，我却做不到。。。
我常试过，但是失败了。。
我只想跟你说如果有一天，
你发现你不在爱我，
不要忘记告诉我。。
应为我想知道。。。
hellos...
just back from th camp damn tired but cant sleep becuz have to do all housework.
because my mamii when back to malaysia for a few days to settle some of great grandma de things...
so that means i'll be lonely....
lonely doing all th housework...
he didnt reply my message hais...
dunno wad to do now...
cant think of a simple t'hing...
wye eveything must happen to mii??... wye mii?....
i thought i've found my forever...
i believed in you when you sey we would forever be together life n death...
but now wad?....
everything really is changing n i hate it...
but even after th break up he seems so fine...
but it doesnt seems fine to mii...
i hate my life... seroiusly....
i believed that you will loved mii forever but you sey now that you didnt think we are...
you told mii you sre not suitable for mii wad the hell is this?...
he didnt know how hurt i see he cry for her...
he didnt know how hurt i felt when he didnt care for mii lyk last time....
he always leave mii alone...
wye?...
now he didnt even care or bother to reply my msg...
guess even if im in an accident or i died, he wouldnt care...
you are my past ; now, im my everything
yo come back to post ler hehhehs^^
hello...